Haaay. Pagod na pagod na ko. Tired of all these repetitions. Paulit ulit, nakakahilo na. Parang nakasakay sa elesing walang preno. Di mo alam kung kelan hihinto. Wala ba talagang stop light na pwedeng lumitaw? Isang kulay pula lang na ilaw, siguro naman titigil na to. Di ba. Mag-iisang taon nang ikot lang ng ikot e. Tama na.
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"Boo to the days I do repetitive things.
Hell goodbye to the words I always utter.
Suck the face of this life with so much drama."
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Ohh saying these phrases is like setting the borders, ending the game, and having a tight stomach.
But all you can do is say them, without much regard of how you really feel at the moment.
And at the end of the day, you'll just say: "hey i fixed myself already, i'm fixed, i can't be destroyed that easy anymore. I am same as a machine which has had stability, clean program with an upright direction. I'm stronger than ever. And those things I said will be kept, will keep me alive."
Oh sigh. Are you sure?
Hard to push yourself to be tired of something. You can't possibly turn yourself instantly to an idea of "hey, I'm tired of this. And I'm quitting." Bec this is not a platoon, a course, an organization, a job that you can easily get rid of.. This is "life." You may say it's over.....
No, life won't quit you even if you already did.
Bear with it.
Gone, Here. Here, Gone.
You're here tonight, sharing my comfy blanket.
We cuddle, we hug, we laugh, we tell stories.
We look at the stars, look at the buildings, take some pics,
Just because we're not yet sleepy..
Soon enough, your eyes struggle, closing
You fell asleep, and hey we are at the rooftop.
Next morning, ooh you're gone.
A bird might have stolen you when I fell asleep.
And now I'm alone again,
The cold wind touching my blank face.
The rusty rooftop frictioning with my bare feet.
Without much control of the situation,
Yea. I tripped.
After the sudden fall,
I then realize,
You were never beside me.
It was all just a dream.
A dream that is too good to be happening.
Blah blah.
I feel like exploding any minute now.
Comfort zone: Starbucks with Poleco readings. Hello tien.
Ooooh damnness, where did my luck fly? Come back.
Bad vibes, wrong timing, idle position, messed up works, day dreaming face, scrambled self. Thats what completely describe me right now.
Ohooo. take me to an empire where pain and heartaches are minutely absent.
Coz you know, hell's drowning me to deathness.
Darkness pulling me under...... Who can save me?
---------Sabay sabay pa. Yes, can I breathe guys?
When your alarm clock bugs you off at its loudest, do you see it as a call to celebrate?
Oftentimes, you may not want to hit your bed early and prefer to spend the night staring on those yellow, blue, orange playful lights of the streets.... Or look up, admire the bright stars of the dark sky. But swiftly stop and think of "what you'll do when this majestic view vanishes tomorrow morning."
You assure yourself that this night would be the best night of your life because of fear. Fear of getting up the next day, not knowing how to face it.
The sunrise upsets you not because it is ugly. Yes, it's not. Maybe, you just don't consider the thought of waking up with no food, no water, no car keys, no pair of socks. Shallow sentiments?
To be effective, maybe. Again maybe, opening your eyes will feed you the reality that you are alone. Nothing and no one can fill your empty hand.
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You have everything tonight, how about tomorrow? Do you still have a tight grip on them?
Scary the feeling of not being able to fight for "what completes your face - a smile" "what excites you to wake up early" "who tickles your feet to get you ready" "who offers a cup of Starbucks to get you going" "who asks how was your sleep and greets you, good morning!"
Things and persons (what/who used to be's) that might be gone the next day. -- What scares you in welcoming the sunrise which will signal another day of being back to lonesomeness.
Back to normal. The magic ends tonight.
Are you sleepy yet?
Because of being near you, Gosh man, WORSE effing moment.....................................
Habagat F.F.
Fucking Face.
Find your way out
Leave the bench
Cross the line
Don't ever look back
Because your gigolo attitude makes my awesome day suck to its limits..
Hate the blink of your monstrous green eyes
Signaling the delay of any motion around me
Hey. Do you own a mask?
Have it cover your boring lips
Because Man, it stinks. Right right?
Hm.
Every part of you combined altogether will lead me to head aches, lonely nights, dragging episodes, trying-hard seriousdashemo moments, and over dozed sleeping pills.
The whole package of 'your highness'??-- Nah, your face alone has caused me indisputable disasters and one biiiiiiig painful downfall. BETTER YET, A HABAGAT.
Brrrrrrr. Word of Advice-- Take off, bring your face. Bring every panget AND WINDY part of you.
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Hahahaha. Galit lang a. -OO GALIT TALAGA.
Not "stoning" anyone. -STONING NOW.
Grabe, You are so way GAY. And pwedeng itago mo na lang ang toy cars mo! Leche e.
You suck completely!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! BOO.
