Nahihirapan ka ba pag nabitin ka ng amoy ng yakisobang nakababad sa mainit na tubig?
Sarap higupin sana habang mainit init pa.
Lalagyan mo lang ng hot water then solved ka na.
Konting ihip lang, nako ho. Swabeng dadaloy sa labing gutom na gutom.
Hmmmmm. Ang sarap ng noodles, instant man pero matagal ding inasam.
=p
Gutooooooooooooooooom.
No need for a backgorund or interpretation of this literary work. The poem speaks for itself.
I'm swimming all alone in a pool of darkness
and I feel like darkness is slowly pulling me under
I yell for help but no one is there to hear it
I begin to see the water at eye level
and I kick and flail
fighting to stay above the darkness
But the darkness won't let go of its hold on me
and I slowly begin to give in
to the feeling that lies below the water line
the waters starts to fill my lungs
the lungs that once held so much life
yet now they allow the murky water to replace that
I know that this path doesn't lead to happiness
But why doesn't someone grab my hand
pull me from darkness's grasp?
because no one knows I stand at the boundary
the boundary between light and dark
so I give in to the thing that holds me
All of the strength and all of the courage
that I once held in my heart
can't save me from the water
So I slowly slip below the world of conscientiousness
undetected by the occupants of that world
I don't want to fight anymore
I've given into darkness.....................
Don't hit the clingy road when you're half asleep.
Worse, don't DRIVE your dad's car if you can't rightfully handle the wheels.
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I woke up late, took a shower, wore my ironed clothes and put on my shabby shoes.
Dad was there greeting 'Goodmorning child' as I ran and got the keys on top of I-can't-remember where.
He just smiled, I did not. I was just again ranting because I did not wake up early.
Papers were killing me. Yes. YOU were torturing me that night.
And so I had to stay up late til my eyes weaken and start blurring out.
Hate hate hate it.
As expected, drivers perform the "too fast too furious style," not minding any pedestrian and PUJS if they need to reach a targetplace on time. Overtake there, Frequent fast touch on the breaks, No signals, No driving below 20. Third gear - slowest, Swerving - switching of lanes, Traffic signs, nah don't matter.
Oh yea. But sometimes, though you had it in you (strength/power/acceleration/speed)... You can't escape accidents.
Due to your sleepy head and "not yourself" state,
You might end up hitting the breaks too late. And bump a white painted but rusty cab. Good thing, if the driver decides to run away.
So. Better have stayed and imprisoned yourself at home than engage in such stupid situations. Right? Dadadada.
Today wasn't a good day.
How about tomorrow?
Haaay. Pagod na pagod na ko. Tired of all these repetitions. Paulit ulit, nakakahilo na. Parang nakasakay sa elesing walang preno. Di mo alam kung kelan hihinto. Wala ba talagang stop light na pwedeng lumitaw? Isang kulay pula lang na ilaw, siguro naman titigil na to. Di ba. Mag-iisang taon nang ikot lang ng ikot e. Tama na.
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"Boo to the days I do repetitive things.
Hell goodbye to the words I always utter.
Suck the face of this life with so much drama."
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Ohh saying these phrases is like setting the borders, ending the game, and having a tight stomach.
But all you can do is say them, without much regard of how you really feel at the moment.
And at the end of the day, you'll just say: "hey i fixed myself already, i'm fixed, i can't be destroyed that easy anymore. I am same as a machine which has had stability, clean program with an upright direction. I'm stronger than ever. And those things I said will be kept, will keep me alive."
Oh sigh. Are you sure?
Hard to push yourself to be tired of something. You can't possibly turn yourself instantly to an idea of "hey, I'm tired of this. And I'm quitting." Bec this is not a platoon, a course, an organization, a job that you can easily get rid of.. This is "life." You may say it's over.....
No, life won't quit you even if you already did.
Bear with it.
Gone, Here. Here, Gone.
You're here tonight, sharing my comfy blanket.
We cuddle, we hug, we laugh, we tell stories.
We look at the stars, look at the buildings, take some pics,
Just because we're not yet sleepy..
Soon enough, your eyes struggle, closing
You fell asleep, and hey we are at the rooftop.
Next morning, ooh you're gone.
A bird might have stolen you when I fell asleep.
And now I'm alone again,
The cold wind touching my blank face.
The rusty rooftop frictioning with my bare feet.
Without much control of the situation,
Yea. I tripped.
After the sudden fall,
I then realize,
You were never beside me.
It was all just a dream.
A dream that is too good to be happening.
Blah blah.
I feel like exploding any minute now.
Comfort zone: Starbucks with Poleco readings. Hello tien.
Ooooh damnness, where did my luck fly? Come back.
Bad vibes, wrong timing, idle position, messed up works, day dreaming face, scrambled self. Thats what completely describe me right now.
Ohooo. take me to an empire where pain and heartaches are minutely absent.
Coz you know, hell's drowning me to deathness.
Darkness pulling me under...... Who can save me?
---------Sabay sabay pa. Yes, can I breathe guys?
When your alarm clock bugs you off at its loudest, do you see it as a call to celebrate?
Oftentimes, you may not want to hit your bed early and prefer to spend the night staring on those yellow, blue, orange playful lights of the streets.... Or look up, admire the bright stars of the dark sky. But swiftly stop and think of "what you'll do when this majestic view vanishes tomorrow morning."
You assure yourself that this night would be the best night of your life because of fear. Fear of getting up the next day, not knowing how to face it.
The sunrise upsets you not because it is ugly. Yes, it's not. Maybe, you just don't consider the thought of waking up with no food, no water, no car keys, no pair of socks. Shallow sentiments?
To be effective, maybe. Again maybe, opening your eyes will feed you the reality that you are alone. Nothing and no one can fill your empty hand.
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You have everything tonight, how about tomorrow? Do you still have a tight grip on them?
Scary the feeling of not being able to fight for "what completes your face - a smile" "what excites you to wake up early" "who tickles your feet to get you ready" "who offers a cup of Starbucks to get you going" "who asks how was your sleep and greets you, good morning!"
Things and persons (what/who used to be's) that might be gone the next day. -- What scares you in welcoming the sunrise which will signal another day of being back to lonesomeness.
Back to normal. The magic ends tonight.
Are you sleepy yet?
Because of being near you, Gosh man, WORSE effing moment.....................................
Habagat F.F.
Fucking Face.
Find your way out
Leave the bench
Cross the line
Don't ever look back
Because your gigolo attitude makes my awesome day suck to its limits..
Hate the blink of your monstrous green eyes
Signaling the delay of any motion around me
Hey. Do you own a mask?
Have it cover your boring lips
Because Man, it stinks. Right right?
Hm.
Every part of you combined altogether will lead me to head aches, lonely nights, dragging episodes, trying-hard seriousdashemo moments, and over dozed sleeping pills.
The whole package of 'your highness'??-- Nah, your face alone has caused me indisputable disasters and one biiiiiiig painful downfall. BETTER YET, A HABAGAT.
Brrrrrrr. Word of Advice-- Take off, bring your face. Bring every panget AND WINDY part of you.
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Hahahaha. Galit lang a. -OO GALIT TALAGA.
Not "stoning" anyone. -STONING NOW.
Grabe, You are so way GAY. And pwedeng itago mo na lang ang toy cars mo! Leche e.
You suck completely!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! BOO.
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Last Friday, we(the team) were able to passs our Video in PhilHis within the period. 15 mins before the bell rings, wuhooo, we made it. Last group to air one of "Acad-related topics." Ours is about the workload=Why do we have 27units as a reg load?* It's dubbed as
THE FORSAKEN TRUTHOLOGY
Funny bec we didn't predicted the group will cram sooo badly. Last week pa, shootings were ongoing. Runnings were smooth. But suddenly, Sir Joachim thought of revising the storyline, changing the whole captured dets.
In short, start from scratch.
Tues night (Mar6 'to) was the heartbreaker e. And Mar9 was the passing. Hmm but because of great teamwork, superb ideas and dedication of every single head. Ahah one night and were out to make another masterpiece.
Wed-whole day and Thurs-patakastakas sa classes...were the only "shooting" days.
Tiring, yes. Jed knows how tiring talaga. Everyone was dead beat, doing the 10-minute vid.
I wouldn't make kwento about the story, but guys.
The vid would have been soo kulang if this is not kasali----Teaserrrr.
Sioms' still in good shape saying: "Huy huy huy, HOle, HOle, Misyun 'to, Misyun 'to, Gisheng!!"
BWAhah. Love the Giant!
THE VID WON'T TURN OUT THAT FANTASTIC W/O THE HELP OF:
Two manongs giving diploma and slapping us
Manong fixing the flags of Equatorials
One Mekaniko who climbed going to the Girl's CR
Two guards asking pa: Ok lang ba kayo jan? Tumabi kayo ha! Baka the door will tilapon
Maintenance peeps: Bukas na kayo uuwi demonic tawa*
Profs who just passed by, -Konting pagiging usisera naman no! We were locked can't you effing see? Maka ihi lang talaga o! hehe
Nurse sa Clinic: making silip while shooting
By stander na likes to be seen in the vid. -you're there na ok?
Guard 1 Stella- Wala e, sooo galing to fight us, got a bruise pa e. Ok na ba un? Siopao bruise sa arms e!!
Guard 2 MPC- Ayon, i think i like you, with the dialogue, taboy, --Baka masagasaan kayo
Guard 3 ALB- Eto matindi, soo sir, you're from the states? Herherr
Lorenze- burning and Acer computer
UAPPY - for letting himself to be beaten
Dr. Dumol - for the "Why not" answer
Apple MAC Comp - songs especially 'Whats my mother fucking name?'
Sioms Lim - Alam niyo na, the giant.
And of course.....
The Team!!! + JedGurey! +Sir Joachim
Til our next production guuuuys.
Cant wait for hannah to be the star e. Turner amp! :) ***Akoooooooo siiiiiiiiii Induuuy Piniduh. xoxoxoxoxoxoxo -Potang mushy pa a!
Nah, seriously, had a fabuloulitic time, working with all the hardworking students of the school who makes them "be masters of one, and/or robots who could destrooooy the world."
Group huuuuuuuuuug going to our "FORSAKEN TRUTHOLOGY" vid..!
Cheers!!!!!!!!
